YOU are ALREADY “IT”
This wisdom is flowing in my veins from the sacred Ganges!
There was a point in my life until very recently I used to crave, desire, long, chase, pray & hope for various wishes to come true!
It’s perfectly healthy to have desires though.
What I’m given to understand now is,
YOU ARE IT!!
I am the abundance I was looking for!
I am the Home, I was seeking
I am the energy of Partnership I was longing
I am the essence of Support that I kept looking for outside of me!
Rishikesh & Ajmer/Pushkar for me were ASCENSION ON STEROIDS!
– staying in a haunted place
– father’s poor health
– disappointed by the only friend I was left with
– ambiguity in my future months
– Technical snag in my brand TM process
– Feeling fully lost & direction less
This is how I felt & I began questioning Existence on
WHY
– Am I never met EQUALLY in friendship or relationship?
– Do I feel so defeated despite doing all I possibly can
– I still get disappointed by my loved ones
And the Ganges whispered
“You are still SEEKING OUTSIDE of you.
Drop this battle & ALIGN”
Everytime I touched Ganga, I allowed HER to wash away not my sins but my inability to embrace myself fully unconditionally!!
I forgived myself for KEEPING MYSELF CAPTIVE in the name of holding space for my loved ones!
I released all expectations from my loved ones coz that was dipped in LACK
I simply started ALIGNING with what Life has for me in the NOW moment!
As soon as I did that, the random strangers I met, UPLIFTED me & CREATED an energy for me to feel I am ENOUGH for myself!!
As soon as I released my disappointments, I paved path for me to RECEIVE all that I wanted from unexpected sources!
I crossed paths with a starseed, another divine feminine who felt like a God sent answer to my prayer at that difficult junction.
The Ganges led me to
BECOME THE FLOW!! And SHE was very clear that
I AM ENOUGH!!
I AM IT
I am all I always ever wanted!!
It’s been two rewarding months & this feeling is still syncing & becoming my new DEFAULT SETTING!!
I can’t bring myself to wish people Diwali greetings the way I used to!
Instead I remind them that they are the energy of ABUNDANCE that’s EVER PRESENT in them!!
My heart feels lighter
My spirit uplifted
My mind getting BLANK
Whatever that I wish today, I feel I AM EMBODYING that very essence in myself.
I no longer even need a validation to endorse that!
I hated India & Bombay, for as old as I am simply coz of countless bad experiences here
But London in conjunction with the Ganges has REWRITTEN my script & has made me CHOOSE a new reality!
I now LOVE my country like never before
I now feel HOME in Bombay as much as bird feels in his nest!
Wherever my energy will FLOW will now FLOW from this cup of WHOLENESS & INTEGRATION!
To my,
Ganga & Thames
India/Bombay
London
Being
I repeat the three magical words
I am IT!!
Sheetal R Ahuja
Satnam!!