On the pretext of my work, I came to Rishikesh to essentially REWRITE memories & to seek “PEACE”
I wanted a BREAK from all CHAOS around me!
The beauty of a Sacred Land/Spiritually charged land is that, it MAGNIFIES EVERYTHING!!! To a GLARING extent!
Upon arrival :-
– I got uncomfortable with my Ashram stay & felt guided to look for another accommodation
– Manifested a hotel where the room was haunted
– An unpleasant episode in my familt unfolded that was heart wrenching & I could feel my heart break in a million pieces
– Further drama & chaos on my next travels
And I was FORCED to REFLECT!
EXISTENCE taught me to:-
– BEFRIEND the CHAOS to an extent it becomes ME & there is no separation hence no running away
– Trust the PROCESS of Life
– RECEIVE EVERY GIFT that was PRESENTED to me, WITH NON RESISTANCE
– not to go by the Flow, but to BECOME IT!
– ACCEPT EVERYTHING by DROPPING in my heart space, even if my heart was aching & bleeding
– It exploded my ego mind & PUSHED me to GO BEYOND all self created limitations
I met benevolent souls on my path that UPLIFTED my Spirit & all this came about when I was READY to RECEIVE the GIFT without deploying too much of MIND!
I am not seeking peace now, I am IT!!
I am not finding order now IT, I am LOVING the CHAOS for it prepares me for the NEW!
I am NOT looking for my answers, I have dropped my questions
I am NOT trying to evaluate the circumstances, I dropped all JUDGEMENTS
I am controlling my future, coz I understood there is ONLY ONE reality called NOW!!!!!!
From feeling helpless & unsupported, I now feel MORE EMPOWERED & HELD as massively like never before, coz I ALLOWED myself to BE TAKEN CARE by the FORCE not in ways I anticipated but in ways that was for my HIGHEST GOOD!!
At a stage I felt no one was holding space for me, I met kindred spirit out of nowhere who made me realise I AM NOW READY FOR A TOTAL ALIGNMENT!!
I manifested beings of Light disguised as humans, that now remind me of Life’s beauty & magic!!
To all around me
To all above me
To all within me
I am NOW ALIGNED like never before!!!
Peace with you & every being!!
Satnam!
Sheetal R Ahuja