As a child I used to tell my grandmother, I wann love my beloved EXACTLY the way I LOVE SOURCE!! And she used to say when LOVE PURIFIES & BYPASSES human ego realm & only when I feel ANCHORED in myself ENOUGH to stay ROOTED in my Beloved, my love will PROGRESS to DEVOTION!
At 10, I didnt understand much of it. And today I as I reflect on her wisdom in gratitude for she was PREPARING me for this!
In 2015, at Osho school, as a mandatory ritual upon my INIATATION, I was renamed as DIVY-BHAKTI & my teacher had said im gonn experience a LOVE that will TRANSLATE to DIVINE DEVOTION to self, to my beloved & to SOURCE!!
From there began my METAMORPHOSIS!
GODDESS PARVATI:- is
– Divine Feminine
– Benevolent
– Transformation
– Softness
– Inner strength
– Resilence
Thanks to my beloved, I now RECOGNISE:-
– LOVE is a MOUNTAIN that CANNOT be moved!
– a bond as sacred that CANNOT be severed
– Devotion is NON ATTACHMENT!
– Its letting go of the illusion of separation.
– Devotion brought me HOME to myself, to him, to Source & to my PURPOSE!
– DEVOTION IS DEDICATION. Its my DAILY SADHNA!
I CHOOSE my beloved, moment by moment
As effortlessly as I BREATHE!
DEVOTION is a RESOLVE to be DETERMINED to walk a path that leads one back to its own EPICENTER!
My DEVOTION to my beloved, PEELED OFF layers of mask of my inauthenticity & smallness!
I AM DEVOTED :-
– TO MY DEVOTION!
– To LOVE
– To EMBODYING LOVE
– To spreading this Light
Coz thats my true essence!!
Devotion gets STAUNCH in the face of every adversity.
I saw how I choose my DEVOTION after every upheaval & storm & yet felt sooooooooo CALM in my center!
There were times I have questioned Existence, been at loggerheads with Destiny but eventually I GOT HOME!
I CELEBRATE how FAR I got to where I am today!
Head held HIGH!
Heart cracked OPEN!
Spirit AWAKENED
Eternally devoted to devotion
SheetalRaj